Author: Lauri Otonkoski
No one can tell
31 March 1999 | Fiction, poetry
Poems from Ahava (WSOY, 1998)
And life went on, went on as a kind of weird fugue, a forked path that drops across your eyes, rejecting simple questions. Which summer was that, I ask in December, in a high room, with a tiled stove, a bricked up nostalgic sentence about the warmth of other times, a crossing where all the world's words discover the the comparative degree of silence, the one with meaning. Should I peep across a couple of cloudy stanzas to get a better view, but again my eye conjures up a medieval constricted soul. All that's left is a thirst of all the senses, a frigid study of sentences, of bones.
Around zero o’clock
Issue 2/1996 | Archives online, Fiction, poetry
Poems from the collection Musta oli valkoinen (‘Black was white’, WSOY, 1995). Introduction by Jukka Koskelainen
When?
When I learned to pay attention to unlikely reptiles to surprising glacier waters to nightgowned rejections to wall-mounted assault rifles to traveling angels to lips shaped like promises to mussels swimming in dreams to crashes, rules and funerals to shady, secret sacristies to the indecisiveness of dancing shoes to the immeasurable indifference of looks like bullets to spring, myself and seductions slow as clouds all of these between the words, was that when the difficulties began?
About the third
To stop waiting, the second step.
To be born of woman. The first.
The price of the word and the moon are determined with the same weightless scales.
The third we don’t know about, don’t ask.
On the ear’s walk
The landscape's deepest melody flowed on over the banks of the resounding Middle Ages.
Do you hear, do you hear it
the way a snail hears,
that snail there who teaches
learns from the earth’s replies, learning
the snail hears and gets there,
gets there for sure
even the slow one gets there,
even the slower one will
then get there, it will
surely get there, into the pot.
Herbal wisdom
New churches, old harmonized organs and repetitions like a prayer or a psalm for seven voices. Against scant blue a hundred people believe in pilots and safety belts. The wind just a little too strong.
But my heart it was, that loaded institution through four expectations it came here. Exactly here where you, with both hands, almost inaudibly intended to break the fragrant life of a sprig of thyme.
That soundless break, the speech of dust, said all I understood.
Around zero o’clock
Just be the shape of an angel, be, be be, be a screeching hatful of sleepless night it dresses even the seagulls in diver's suits, be be lazy intellect and come to bed be manager of nightmare and conqueror of desire
to say
Be the disease of saying Be the lifelong remedy which whether you take it or not certainly kills
Be the one who no longer is a dab of the freedom of the void, a flight of three strides out of thought's night be
Because I’m jading
Translated by Anselm Hollo