Poems
Issue 1/1983 | Archives online, Fiction, poetry
Claes Andersson (born 1937) became, during the 1960s, one of the few authors to free themselves from the modernist tradition so firmly established in Finland-Swedish writing in the 1920s to create poetry of a more distinctly personal kind. Claes Andersson’s poems are coloured by his training as a psychiatrist; he uses technical language in which scientific terms are exploited as an expressive device. His work also sometimes contains black humour and an ironical element calculated to shock the reader; they reflect the contrast between the dream of beauty and love and the grim reality of evil . To date, Andersson has published eleven collections of poems and a considerable number of plays for the stage, cabaret and radio. He has also written three novels, the latest of which – entitled En människa som börjar likna sin själ (‘The person who began to resemble his soul’) – is to appear in the autumn of 1983. For an introduction to Claes Andersson’s work, see Thomas Warburton’s article in Books from Finland 3/1979. Claes Andersson’s poems have recently appeared in translation in Poetry East, Seneca Review, Scandinavian Review and Grand Street.
Loneliness
My love, the moments I spend
in your cunt I forget my
migraine aching joints drinking problem grand mal paralysis
hallucinations pain between the shoulderblades short-
ness of breath hiccoughs dandruff dry skin vertigo bedwetting
impaired hearing chafed lips pustules liver
spots leg sores bleeding gums flatulence
sciatica crying fits thoughts of suicide swol-
len ankles pathological thirst Angst baldness double
vision facial twinges difficulty concentrating
cross eyes burning in the urethra running ears ring
ing ears cramps throat pain itching allergies
strange subcutaneous lumps cold hands nail-
biting hoarseness obesity jealousy vomiting
constipation sleeplessness noctural crying fits
failing memory pus in each nasal sinus and gout.
From Rumskamrater (‘Roommates’), 1974)
1.
What became words in me
traces of something forgotten, I
in the next room’s twilight
watched your lips form
2.
Nowadays there’s a lot of talk about identity
As usual people are deeply concerned about something that doesn’t exist
We confuse deficiency with desire
People are capable of swallowing sharp objects (some even do so)
like broken glass, nails, iron filings, pins
and in that way they change their identity somewhat
They crucify themselves in the belief that thus
they become a little more real
There are other methods: charter-trips, unconsciousness and
boozing, workaholism, religion as
a cross to be borne in the belly
We may want to believe but atonement doesn’t do the trick
We put our faith in the life that’s to come, ahead of us we see
souls, wandering souls, soul beside
soul, long processions of souls. We will be disappointed
We have to make do with simpler forms of life:
a few molecules in a blade of grass in the churchyard
a scarcely perceptible scent from the crematorium’s flue
a few crystals in the cold eye of the urn
3.
(summary)
Have sat at meetings, ticked off items on the agenda, recommended, turned down Approved the minutes (change "should" in §123 to "ought") Gone to movies, museums, bars, libraries, homes, deserts, caves Shoveled snow, played with the children, screamed at the children been bitten by dogs Traveled in Europe, the States, Africa, met people Bought and sold junk and cars, waited for buses, trains, have biked Given speeches, lectures, been dumbstruck, signed petitions, demonstrated Read (tons of) books, papers, brochures, hares' and crows' tracks in the snow Stared at TV, drunk beer, wine, schnapps, kefir, tasted sperm Awakened in my own bed, in another's, up to now have always awakened Dozed off over books, steering wheels, bottles, women, in buses, closets, on guard duty Put on pounds, lost them, exercised, lifted weights, brides over thresholds, odds and ends Been disappointed, happy, angry, indifferent, enraged, in love, indifferent, empty Been to funerals, weddings, soccer games, visiting, to crayfish dinners, outhouses Witnessed deliveries, death throes, christenings, autopsies, orgies Written plays, traced hearts in the snow, poems, demand notes, prescriptions, crib sheets Shot rifles, pistols, water guns, mortars, slingshots, blowpipes Had the mumps, the shakes, anxiety, depression, paranoia, inflamed urethra Fought with conservatives, radicals, myself, Finns, windmills, my wife Rented rooms, laundry rooms, apartments, tuxedos, cars, bought houses, potted plants Been plagued by guilt, small children, nightmares, red-headed lovers Have asked the meaning of it all Brooded, deliberated, pondered, constructed, conceived, stopped thinking Found the questions irrelevant and answered with the answer of the senses
From Tillkortakommanden (‘Shortcomings’, 1981)
Translated by Rika Lesser
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